THIS IS SO AWESOME AND CATCHY AND IS MY CHRISTMAS ANTHEM FOR 2009 LOL

THIS..

is pretty cool lol.
THE CIRCULAR KITCHEN.


circular kitchen

more morbid awesomeness

O_O

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it has been like 11 days now and it feels like 230 years since sammy has been gone..
he has either passed away, is lost, or someone has taken him for theirs or taken him and lost him..
either way, i don't think i will see him again
but i hope i am wrong..

im sorry i can't find you sam sam..

i feel i need to express my feelings SOMEwhere.

okay so. tomorrow morning it will be 7 days since you, sammy (because he can read) will have been missing.
I've cried to no end every. single. day. until my head feels like it wants to explode.
i've walked around all the neighbourhoods by national school down till the bridge behind the houses calling until my voice has hurt.
Your toys are still lying around, unused, your water cup is still in my room, untouched since the day you left, i leave the windows open every night in case you come back, your favourite treats are still in my drawer waiting for you..
i'm so scared and have a panic attack every other hour because i'm so worried
i am
losing
my
mind

please god please return sammy back home to me
he is my best buddy and little furry son
my brave lion, the thing i miss most and associate with HOME

T_T
i can't even continue to type because i will cry again and my head really cannot tahan anymore
i miss you chammy cham..



p.s. Another consequence of this male cat behavior is that Tom can easily become lost. In the excitement of the expedition he takes no notice whatever of the route he took and can find himself bewildered as to where he is when the night of passion is over.

fuck i feel worse.

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THIS BOY IS MY JOY AND PRIDE, MY SON AND THE LOVE OF MY LIFE. THERE HAS BEEN NOTHING THAT I'VE LOVED SO DEARLY, PURELY AND UNCONDITIONALLY. SO IT ONLY SEEMS REASONABLE THAT MY HATRED FOR ANYONE THAT TAKES THAT AWAY FROM ME IS JUST AS PURE AND UNDILUTED BY MY CONSCIENCE OR ANY SUCH BULLSHIT.
IF SOMEONE HAS TAKEN MY CAT I SWEAR ON MY LIFE I WILL PRAY EVERYDAY THAT YOUR FLESH FUCKING BURNS, THAT YOU CHOKE IN YOUR OWN BLOOD AND BILE, THAT YOUR LIMBS ARE CARVED OFF SLOWLY PIECE BY PIECE LIKE HOW I WILL CARVE MY POT ROAST EVERY CHRISTMAS WHILST THINKING OF YOU, THAT YOU ARE TORTURED FOR EVERY SECOND YOU SPEND IN HELL.
IF SOMEONE HAS HURT HIM IN ANYWAY SAME GOES FOR YOU. ONLY I WILL SEND YOU TO HELL MYSELF.

sam sam

when sam sam returns ill feel like blogging

T_T

Could anyone and everyone please help me pray for sam sam.. that sammy comes back home to me because i miss him and im so worried about him

thank you